tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5736556300599496415.post1214674084489624960..comments2023-09-15T08:20:32.589-05:00Comments on semi-fertile....: a confessionwifeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15488549394090924411noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5736556300599496415.post-56025110175437782222011-02-08T21:50:10.311-06:002011-02-08T21:50:10.311-06:00I hate the dark parts, but honestly I can't sa...I hate the dark parts, but honestly I can't say I haven't thought it too. I'm so glad that there are people out there to help us through those times. <br /><br />I'm glad you're here, Wifey. Even on the dark days. Love ya!Meimhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03610015959570193019noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5736556300599496415.post-44465492309217540782011-02-08T21:49:04.750-06:002011-02-08T21:49:04.750-06:00So you don't know me at all- I found your blog...So you don't know me at all- I found your blog when I Googled "miscarriage"- but I read the whole thing in the past two days. You cracked me up and made me cry and I'm glad I could read your story.<br /><br />I just wanted to let you know I read and you're heard and this whole life cycle/biology thing is a total suck system and it blows and I'm sorry it seems to blow more for us. I hope you can get some help soon.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5736556300599496415.post-79946532477306778792011-02-08T16:20:01.449-06:002011-02-08T16:20:01.449-06:00Thank you for sharing that dark part. I have had ...Thank you for sharing that dark part. I have had those same feelings but not the courage to put them out there.amylynnhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13711287005639677869noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5736556300599496415.post-62312165128324260732011-02-07T15:51:55.996-06:002011-02-07T15:51:55.996-06:00I admire your courage for writing this post. Trul...I admire your courage for writing this post. Truly. The feelings you have described I've felt, too, but kept them locked away. Sometimes, when you go to the darkest of dark places that you can't even begin to imagine what normal is anymore, well, it seems like that's all that's left.<br /><br />In this post too I see hope. Keep talking to your therapist. Keep remembering that you have joy in your life.Kellyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08507118457609696378noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5736556300599496415.post-46270496555149381652011-02-07T12:39:47.102-06:002011-02-07T12:39:47.102-06:00Thanks, ladies, for your kind words. I do find joy...Thanks, ladies, for your kind words. I do find joy in life - quite often - but usually the joyous moments are outweighed by the fear that I'll always feel my heart break around a preggo, even when I'm 80. I just can't deal with that.wifeyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15488549394090924411noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5736556300599496415.post-16571105334339821802011-02-07T11:44:14.997-06:002011-02-07T11:44:14.997-06:00Oh, honey. I understand the appeal of an end-date...Oh, honey. I understand the appeal of an end-date to all this striving and wanting and hope and disappointment. I'm glad you're going to talk to your therapist. I'm hoping you can find another version of that deadline for yourself--like, at 35, you'll stop treatment and focus on adoption, or decide at that point to live child-free. I completely understand the desperation and hopelessness, and I know in the midst of all this TTC it can seem like life isn't worth living if we can't have the families we dreamed of. But there many other aspects of life that offer joy and fulfillment, and I hope you can hold onto those, too.Willowhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05319707316191000140noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5736556300599496415.post-91791695776504831012011-02-07T11:34:25.355-06:002011-02-07T11:34:25.355-06:00I know that everything seems bleak and hopeless ri...I know that everything seems bleak and hopeless right now, to you, and to me too (for my own life) but I can see hope for you, for your future and good things. I don't know whether that means a baby or learning to live and be happy without one, for you or for me, but I hope that in two years from now you won't be in this place anymore. I hope that your doctor can help, and more than that, that you will find joy in life again. HUGSLexhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13982182495736869240noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5736556300599496415.post-32063479401701006372011-02-07T05:27:03.531-06:002011-02-07T05:27:03.531-06:00Another Dreamer just said it more eloquently than ...Another Dreamer just said it more eloquently than I can. I pray that you get the baby in your heart, and I am glad you are looking after yourself now and seeking support. The Buddhist perspective is that all suffering stems from craving or aversion; the goal of practice is to learn to live free of either, happily.My Dusty Uterushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03701245749867850799noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5736556300599496415.post-89447525357784821762011-02-07T01:44:47.167-06:002011-02-07T01:44:47.167-06:00Glad you have an appointment (*HUGS*) I don't ...Glad you have an appointment (*HUGS*) I don't think you're crazy, you're depressed. You've been through a lot, and there's a lot of pain, grief, anger, bitterness, unprocessed emotions with everything. Please take care.AnotherDreamerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11487881766884178761noreply@blogger.com