Friday, February 19, 2010

Refocus

I had a much more interesting post planned.

Then Hubby called me from work this morning. I knew from his voice that something was wrong.

He found a lump in his testicle.




My heart dropped into my stomach. The world shifted just a little bit.

I realized that we need to refocus our lives. We need to enjoy life, because we may never have children. But we have each other, and that's what matters.

He's already been to the doctor (that's how I know he was freaked the fuck out), who does not think it's cancer, but is scheduling a testicular ultrasound just to be sure.

I'm still kind of freaked out. It's probably nothing serious, but I can't handle losing him too.

Please let it be nothing.

Please.

19 comments:

  1. keeping you both in my thoughts and sending millions of let it be nothing thoughts out into the universe.

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  2. Ugh that is so scary. My husband had a similar situation but the ultrasound showed it as benign. I'm thinking similar good vibes towards you. I hope all will be well.

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  3. That sounds scary. Sending good thoughts to both of you. I'm glad the dr doesn't think it's cancer.

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  4. That is scary. My thoughts and prayers are with you guys. I will be hoping for the best at the ultrasound.

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  5. Oh my God. Please be nothing. You'll both be in my thoughts and prayers.

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  6. So scary. Thinking of both of you.

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  7. oh fuck...please let it be nothing. I'm thinking of you both. Big hugs.

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  8. Oh my God, that is so incredibly scary. I am thinking of y'all.

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  9. Oh no! I second (third? hundreth?) the prayer that it is nothing. I'm so sorry. And the thought of a testicular ultrasound sounds way worse than a vaginal one. Poor guy. I will keep you both in my thoughts.

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  10. Oh man... why does it take shitty things like this to give us perspective? I am sending you sincere wishes of health and well-being for your husband.

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  11. I am so sorry... I hope that the u/s finds that it is nothing to be worried about!! PT&Ps to you and your DH!

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  12. Wow, I am sorry, I can't imagine how freaked out you are right now. I'm praying for you both!

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  13. Wow...shitty news. I wish today never happened. I will be thinking of you both.

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  14. Keeping you both in my thoughts. *huge hugs*

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  15. You and your husband are in my thoughts. I'm glad that he called his doctor right away. So few people would have done that. Keep us updated on the ultrasound.

    (((HUGS)))

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  16. very scary! i'll keep you both in my thoughts.

    i know you're worried and that this probably won't help to calm your nerves, but the same thing happened to my hubby about 4 or 5 years ago and it turned out to be nothing. keeping my fingers crossed for your DH! hugs!

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  17. Thinking of you wifey, hope all is OK. Will be waiting to see the scan results and checking back often.

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  18. Praying for a good outcome. Sending you big hugs.

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  19. How very scary. Keeping you both in my thoughts during this difficult time.

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