the good: Beta #2: 32
So, that's pretty ok. Also, spotting is pretty diminished right now, and I nearly ralphed four times this morning.
The bad: progesterone was down to 7, from 64 at my day 21 check. Fuck.
I get to go see the vampires again on Friday, and if the hcg is good-ish, I'll have an ultrasound next week. My doctor is probably worried about another ectopic. I'm worried about another ectopic. He said we'll just have to watch this one very closely.
I feel oddly detached at the moment. I am afraid to hope, to plan, to even think about it, which is odd because I usually consult Dr. Google about everything pregnancy/miscarriage related. I'm pretty stressed and could really use a glass of wine right now. Or some Southern Comfort. I'm glad, though, that for the moment I can't indulge.
Off to try to nap.