Thursday, May 28, 2009

shoulda had that beer...

because I am not knocked up. AF has clearly decided to invade my life earlier than scheduled. And I guess I am a bad, bad TTC-er, because......

I am glad. Really and truly glad to not be pregnant this month. I am scheduled to run my first 20k race on Saturday. It would suck to have just gotten AF, or to be pregnant/miscarrying and have to skip it. Another month not pregnant = another month not miscarrying.

Flog me now.


  1. Hey I know exacty what you're talking about! I've even given up trying so that being pregnant or miscarrying won't interfere with the weekend away we have planned for Mid June! Good luck for your race!

  2. good luck on your race :) you will feel great after you finish, strong! you aren't bad, just been there before.

  3. I do know what you mean- at least a little- I'm being absolutely strict about the use of birth control these days because I just don't want to deal with it for a little while and I know I couldn't handle another loss right away.
    Good luck with your race!

  4. I felt exactly the same way one month. I was just so relieved to not have to deal with the emotions of "maybe/maybe not" or even worse, another miscarriage. I think it's more normal than you think.

    Good luck in the 20K!!