I'm confused. Seriously. Here I am, spotting today, only 10 days past ovulation. WTF? Implantation bleeding? Of course, I wouldn't be so lucky. More than likely, just a fucked up cycle and really short luteal phase.
And of course, the IPS are messing with my head. Nausea? Check. Rage? Check. Tender boobies? Check. I'd be shocked if I were pregnant this month because hubby was in Europe for most of my fertile week (and I'm not so desperate to get knocked up that I'd take a lover, Springer-style) but stranger things have happened. I guess the morning urine will have to be consulted, and the let's-not-clean-the-house-let's-drink-a-beer-instead beer will have to remain undrunk.
I'm still not cleaning the house though.
That's one of the most difficult things about infertility...we so badly want to be optimistic and hopeful, but because of our pasts, we are hesitant.
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*ICLW*
You go, girl. The house can wait. (And honestly, I think if I were you, I'd drink the beer anyway. Some of the skankiest people have more children than they know what to do with - and you know they're not abstaining from alcohol during the two week wait...)
ReplyDeleteYikes...this is bad! House can take a break....
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Absolutely do NOT clean your house! It can and *unfortunately* will wait. Sending you much luck and a BIG hug!
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Sorry about the red rollercoaster. Hoping for a BFP for you very soon!
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Ugh, IF can be a total bitch.... hopefully you will have some good news for us...
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