Monday, May 25, 2009

riding the red roller coaster?

I'm confused. Seriously. Here I am, spotting today, only 10 days past ovulation. WTF? Implantation bleeding? Of course, I wouldn't be so lucky. More than likely, just a fucked up cycle and really short luteal phase.

And of course, the IPS are messing with my head. Nausea? Check. Rage? Check. Tender boobies? Check. I'd be shocked if I were pregnant this month because hubby was in Europe for most of my fertile week (and I'm not so desperate to get knocked up that I'd take a lover, Springer-style) but stranger things have happened. I guess the morning urine will have to be consulted, and the let's-not-clean-the-house-let's-drink-a-beer-instead beer will have to remain undrunk.

I'm still not cleaning the house though.

6 comments:

  1. That's one of the most difficult things about infertility...we so badly want to be optimistic and hopeful, but because of our pasts, we are hesitant.

    Best wishes for a BFP!

    *ICLW*

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  2. You go, girl. The house can wait. (And honestly, I think if I were you, I'd drink the beer anyway. Some of the skankiest people have more children than they know what to do with - and you know they're not abstaining from alcohol during the two week wait...)

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  3. Yikes...this is bad! House can take a break....


    *ICLW*

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  4. Absolutely do NOT clean your house! It can and *unfortunately* will wait. Sending you much luck and a BIG hug!
    *ICLW*

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  5. Sorry about the red rollercoaster. Hoping for a BFP for you very soon!

    ~ICLW~

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  6. Ugh, IF can be a total bitch.... hopefully you will have some good news for us...

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