Tuesday, November 2, 2010

oops, I did it again


Brief update: AF never showed up after DDDBD (dead dog dead baby day). Hubby and I, um, did the deed as soon as we were able. Several times.

The next day, I experienced many of my "I've ovulated!" signs. Weird thing is, I never experienced any of my "Ovulation is imminent" signs, so I figured we were safe.

Now, ten days later, I am experiencing minuscule amounts of pink spotting - perfect timing for that infamous implantation bleeding.

I'm freaking out a bit because, well, fuck. I can't do this again right now. I'm really really hoping I'm misinterpreting things and everything is a-ok.

Luckily, I have my annual "What the fuck do we do now" appointment with my RE, and I can discuss all of this with him. And maybe get some labs run.

Well, aren't I a wonderful contradiction - the infertile praying that she's not pregnant.

(And, BTW, as soon as I can get my hubby to get a computer up and running for me, I'll be back to reading/commenting regularly. He uses his computer constantly to either work or play WoW. He's an IT guy, and we have half-broken computers all over the house, like the cobbler with no shoes.)


  1. Been there done that.....totally get your concern. Sending good vibes your way

  2. sending more good vibes. hopefully you can get some labs run at your wtf appt.

  3. (((HUGS))), my bloggy friend. I know how tough things are for you right now.

  4. Oh no! I'll be thinking of you and hoping all is OK too. It proves I have a geek for a husband too, because I instantly knew what WoW stands for, LOL!! Sounds like mine but it's the TV he hogs :)
    Thinking of you, now and always xxxooo

  5. Ugh. What a terrible position to be in. It seems like when it rains, it pours. For your sake, I hope that you can avoid all the terror and rollercoaster of a BFP this month. And your statement? I think that is the ultimate Oxymoron...

  6. I totally understand your concern. Hopefully the spotting is just AF showing that she's on her way. Hope your RE can give some answers.

  7. ooohhh come back and tell us whats up!!

  8. Oh no... well, hopefully you're wrong. And you're right.. it seems weird to be wishing a fellow infertile to hopefully not be pg.